Wrinkles...

I have a double feeling about them but I definitely have at least some kind of feelings about them.

I love them. They make me understand that I'm changing. They visualize all the inner thoughts- positive and negative ones. They visualize ME and my story.

I love them.

However, as beauty, youth and beauty=youth, freshness, are highly evaluated in our society, especially for women, I sometimes catch myself observing them with fear and disgust.

I hate them, I'm afraid of them as I understood how less I've done to feel comfortable with them. It seems I should reach some kind of level in society or understanding of life to feel comfortable to have them. Otherwise, beauty and youth are my women' qualities.

As I deep down don't agree with this "hate and fear" attitude, today's smile is dedicated for wrinkles :)