Selfies.

Time by time I'm doing them. Yes, yes, I'm. And I also have discovered that I have some problems with narcissism. But time by time, I take them anyway. To spend some time with myself.

A picture on the wall.

I'm just a picture on the wall.

Could even argue that - in the wall (windows are inside the walls after all).

I'm observing you from my frame.

I want to step out from it.

But you can't, my dear! You just can't. There will always be some frames.

Too much readings, too much writings. Time to go sleep :)

Life. (15.09.2014)

Water is life. Movement is life. Water is basics. Movement is basics. So simple. But as we both know, basics usually are forgotten.

I forgot to drink enough water during the weekend. I forgot to move enough during the weekend. 

I felt really bad this morning. One of those "grey" days, as I call them. So I came home and forced myself to eat fresh salads, drink water and move my body.

Returning to basics --> feeling more "green"/ "colourful" :D

Friends should be met :)

Lately I've to go to the lots of meetings... Cause friends should be met :D

One of the meetings (today's meeting). :)

City

When your daily life passes there, sometime you just forget how beautiful is your surrounding. But all you need is just little bit use your muscles (lift up your head) and usual thing suddenly can become not so usuall.

Shadows. Colours. Shapes. Patterns.

 

Train station and trains (13th May)

Firstly, that central train station. I have adorable memories about it. Remember that kiss last summer there? I still remember those strange feelings and chills I felt when I suddenly entered there. As I couldn't describe them, but I had a feeling I need to share them with you, so I kissed you there... Kissed, kissed, kissed... Kissed for a rather long time. That's why that train station always will be something special for me.

However, it's also one of the nicest stations I've seen and felt. I must admit, I love stations in general. I like trains. There are something mysterious in them - movement, destination, industrialization, history, time, travel, detachment and connection at the same time. And I believe as in the station lives and had lived so many those mysterious creatures (i.e. trains), it has so wonderful energies...  They atract me.

And I love train trips. 

Warmth (12th May)

I like to feel sun, catch it on the floor and feel the warmth she has left there. I love to play with shadows she creates. I love to chain my feet with it and feel how that beautiful, warm harmony starts circulate in me... I like it. It's one of my little joys of life.

But I love it, I love to feel it when in all this circulation also your warmth is participating. It's one of my big joys of life, to feel my little joys together with you... To feel you during my happy moments.

Planes (11th May)

I find planes amazing. They allow you to be in sky; they allow you see all from distance; they carry you rather fast to the other side of world; they allow to meet you...

There are lot of amazing things about them. How can they be there? How can they do it? How, how, how...

You are so amazed about them, too. Therefore we did what you were longing to do already for awhile. Two days in arow we  were chasing after them to watch their landing and departing; trying to figure out from where they will arrive; trying to find a road for an other side of airport.

There aren't photos with planes from first evening as the place were so scary, I didn't know if we can be there, all was so... Nervousity, excitement, fear... All the emotions. And this inner feeling- how, how, how... How could we get closer and see even better! Both evening were so SMILEY :) we have to find some other airports :))))

New discovery (10th May)

I've been lazy. For both - taking photos and posting. But anyway 10 th May. There were some nice and amazing things but I'll dedicate it for all small and not so small discoveries here in Portugal and daily life in general.

Today's discovery was my little black rabbit...

A black drink you made for me. Caipoblack.

Portuguese music.

And that I'm such a chicken when it comes to planes. Why? Let's see a next day :)

Twins (9th May)

Stucked together. All doing together. We're like twins. Like those sweeties who are always together. As you said, those couples who everyone hates :D

Anyway, I never thought that I'll be here, in a relationship where actually I can easily spend lot of time together with you and feel nice about it. Where I chose by my own will to get bored while you are sleeping, so I could catch the moments when you are waking up.

So, today is dedicated our "all together" times :)

Teeth brushing.

Being impatient.

Eating. No metter what - yogurt, bread, pasta, cous cous, salads... This time those were sweets. But congrulations, at least we didn't eat the same sweet :)

Being excited about a cat.

Being annoyed that a computer works so slow and we have to spend so much time on it.

As I told for one of your friends. Since we started date, there were always limits, deadlines of time: leaving Tallinn, specific trips and dates, last summer I was crowded with works. So I want spend all the free time with you as I know that it's not a daily life. I kind of still feeling obligated to be awake (or wake up) when you return, wait while you leave for your things at late night even if I'm knocking out. I feel it because I know that I have to enjoy all the little moments while I can. However seems we both start to become little bit more relaxed about it :))))))

With all my four and full mouth (8th May)

Potatoe straws. It reminds me childhood. When I saw these ones - so thin, crunchy and oily, there was only one thought in my mind... How to get in the pack with all my four and  cram full mouth with them so there wouldn't be any free space.

You should admit... Eat them when they are almost falling out of mouth is the best way!!!

Here the pack is slmost empty. It was 10-15 min work for us. Around 440 kcal for each of us :)

Old places and music with traditions (7th May)

Oldest theatre and TUNA festival. Traditional student music.

Just one word for both - place and music. AWESOME :D

I got so excited about place, smells and details all around.

And music... No videos, no anything can describe it. You have to see it on right time at right place to understand and feel it.

Directors of several TUNAs 

 I was too excited about everything to take photos :)

Be there, where you shouldn't be (6th May)

I went to the city centre (between, first time by myself) to watch student parade. Instead of just observing it, I suddenly was participating in it.

I must admit, you love your student ages, you are patriots of your faculty and you are getting totally wild during this week :)

But it's nice to be into all this though sometimes you are really strict about the traditions. Between, I would lost at least half of joy if we always would follow to traditions. It's nice to experience something what shouldn't be experienced :)

Music (5th May)

I believe one of the most amazing things is get lost in music. Good music. This time it was raggae.

Life is nice with her little surprises. I had Albarosie in my playlist and suddenly I had a possibility to see him.

Souls of fire

Alborosie

I haven't seen so long dreads in my life before :)

And here are we. Wasted from weed clouds near to stage and shots.