02.12.2013
11:00 (Riga +2:00)
Just got in the plane. Another goodbye, it's always so difficult...
I really enjoyed this visit, despite of some intense talks we had, but somehow they were important for us to develop has individuals, in professional life and also in relationship.
In a few hours it will be one year since we kissed for the first time and made a great step for changing our life.
It's such a warm, special and cozy memory, that moment it's still so alive in my mind that I almost can touch it and feel that surreal environment, hearing the lady screaming, seeing the cat crossing us graciously stepping the snow, wanting to kiss her but being nervous deciding if I should do it or not and finally feeling her warm lips touching mine and all the feelings explosion... murrrr speechless :)
15:00 (Milan +1:00)
I'm in Milan waiting my second flight.
I saw the surprise she made me and it was so amazing... I was totally smiley, I didn't expect.
I cannot put in words how happy I am that we are together.
I just noticed that I’m writing this part (since 15:00) in English without even noticing, funny :)
I would love so much to be with her today and kiss her just like the first time :D Murr Murr
I just saw an episode of New Girl and one of the characters in this episode finds a tumor so everyone is freaking out thinking he has cancer. It reminded the video Dace posted in Facebook yesterday that she said it reminded of me when she saw it. Actually when I saw it reminded of me too. It's my life dilemma, living and smiling but knowing that everything will come to an end all the things I love and that make me smile. Every time I say goodbye to someone I always get emotional because I always think life is made of goodbyes, sooner or later we will have to say goodbye to everything eventually, time never stops and that scares me. But there's nothing we can do so I just should live and enjoy :)
Dace's told I’m a really lucky guy and I think she's right, I have this wonderful, amazing, beautiful, lovely girlfriend... damn :D
21:00 (Milan +1:00)
I'm already in plane on my way to Portugal. In the future I should remind that in the trip to Latvia with all enthusiasm I can wait long hours I can even spend night in airport like I did, but in the returning trip... NO! I should remember I’m always sad and lonely when I’m returning so should get faster trips... today it was so difficult and complicated to wait...
Nothing’s like Lufthansa.
Nice now the plane just started to shake a lot... it's not enough that I’m scared of flying I just needed some turbulence :D
Every time more far away from her :\
It was so nice to spend these days with you, to see that everything is good with us and all of the things I was afraid about distance and coldness between us don’t exist. Everything is just fine :))
Ok I should breath little bit and relax.
21:00 (Porto +0:00 GMT)
I’m almost landing.
I just read again your card and I will write this on second person since my idea is posting it for you :)
I adored your card, I was really happy to read it.
I also want to say that sometimes I don't know what to say or do to show what I feel about you. You always had this beautiful vision about life and probably that's why you can color so much everything you say, write or do.
I would love to do things like you do, I don't know if it's lack of imagination or what, but I always have the feeling you express yourself way better than me everything is more shiny and beautiful.
With this I want to say that despite of the not so colorful, not so warm and cozy and not so shiny things that is do, I’m doing everything to be with you, to make you smiley and to be happy.
Thank you for everything you brought into my life this year, all the colors, all the smiles and all the love...
Waiting to kiss you and hug again :))
I Love you Dace :)
