Diary

02.12.2013

11:00 (Riga +2:00) 

Just got in the plane. Another goodbye, it's always so difficult...

I really enjoyed this visit, despite of some intense talks we had, but somehow they were important for us to develop has individuals, in professional life and also in relationship.

In a few hours it will be one year since we kissed for the first time and made a great step for changing our life.

It's such a warm, special and cozy memory, that moment it's still so alive in my mind that I almost can touch it and feel that surreal environment, hearing the lady screaming, seeing the cat crossing us graciously stepping the snow, wanting to kiss her but being nervous deciding if I should do it or not and finally feeling her warm lips touching mine and all the feelings explosion... murrrr speechless :)

15:00 (Milan +1:00)

I'm in Milan waiting my second flight.

I saw the surprise she made me and it was so amazing... I was totally smiley, I didn't expect.

I cannot put in words how happy I am that we are together.

I just noticed that I’m writing this part (since 15:00) in English without even noticing, funny :)

I would love so much to be with her today and kiss her just like the first time :D Murr Murr

I just saw an episode of New Girl and one of the characters in this episode finds a tumor so everyone is freaking out thinking he has cancer. It reminded the video Dace posted in Facebook yesterday that she said it reminded of me when she saw it. Actually when I saw it reminded of me too. It's my life dilemma, living and smiling but knowing that everything will come to an end all the things I love and that make me smile. Every time I say goodbye to someone I always get emotional because I always think life is made of goodbyes, sooner or later we will have to say goodbye to everything eventually, time never stops and that scares me. But there's nothing we can do so I just should live and enjoy :)

Dace's told I’m a really lucky guy and I think she's right, I have this wonderful, amazing, beautiful, lovely girlfriend... damn :D

21:00 (Milan +1:00)

I'm already in plane on my way to Portugal. In the future I should remind that in the trip to Latvia with all enthusiasm I can wait long hours I can even spend night in airport like I did, but in the returning trip... NO! I should remember I’m always sad and lonely when I’m returning so should get faster trips... today it was so difficult and complicated to wait...

Nothing’s like Lufthansa.

Nice now the plane just started to shake a lot... it's not enough that I’m scared of flying I just needed some turbulence :D

Every time more far away from her :\

It was so nice to spend these days with you, to see that everything is good with us and all of the things I was afraid about distance and coldness between us don’t exist. Everything is just fine :))

Ok I should breath little bit and relax.

21:00 (Porto +0:00 GMT)

I’m almost landing.

I just read again your card and I will write this on second person since my idea is posting it for you :)

I adored your card, I was really happy to read it.

I also want to say that sometimes I don't know what to say or do to show what I feel about you. You always had this beautiful vision about life and probably that's why you can color so much everything you say, write or do.

I would love to do things like you do, I don't know if it's lack of imagination or what, but I always have the feeling you express yourself way better than me everything is more shiny and beautiful.

With this I want to say that despite of the not so colorful, not so warm and cozy and not so shiny things that is do, I’m doing everything to be with you, to make you smiley and to be happy.

Thank you for everything you brought into my life this year, all the colors, all the smiles and all the love...

Waiting to kiss you and hug again :))

I Love you Dace :)

Nice talks, tea and sweets :)

Watching Portugal :)

Its really nice to watch football with friends, especially national team :)
You should see me one day to see me excited watching football :D
And yes we won 1-0 :-)

Weekly Smiles :)

I'm sorry i haven't been posting because i was really smile the time you were here but too busy smilling to post and after i had some moments but as usual when you leave i always get sad...

It was a really really really sad moment after such a smily week with so many stories... but in the middle of all sadness when i wasn't expecting to see you, it was good to see you far away in the line to boarding and have a possibility to smile and wave just a little more... :)

Finally i got my chocolate yummy :D and thank you sweetheart :)

Autumn coulors :) 

Btw... you should be here hugging me now...

Meeting friend "italian style" :)

Or edible evening with friend and her daughter... Haven't met her almost a year :)

One of her food (her and her daughter's salads didn't took)

Her daughter's food

 My food

And dessert... (Btw reminds me you and your late visit during Tallinn's period) :)

11th November

It's a day when I'm wearing this

When you can see this

When my family is eating and singing songs for celibrating my mom's day :)

In memory for freedom fights and dead soldiers... And Happy Birthday to one of the most important person in my life :) 

Damn I'm smiley :-D

And also impatient :)))))

Sunny walk...

I had a walk from doctor to work... Very sunny walk :)

Sorry... I took photos while I was walking fast, so some of them are not framed very well :)

Non, non... Ce n'est pas moi!

Afternoon smile ;)

Short film festival :)

And brother who has visited market this morning :)

Look! Who has a colour day?

Sorrrry... Weekly smile :€

All 5 stars, of course, gets autumn and its colours. But not to repeat myself, I won't write again about it :)

Sooo... This week :) I should admit, I'm really uncareful with taking smiley moments, but here are some :)

Hot black bread... While we went to opening ceremony for exhibition, we stopped at bread's producers place :)

Exhibition at Daugavpils

Visit to modern art museum (right now I'm breakin our inner rules - photos only taken by phone. This is taken with camera of art museum).

Anna :))))

Yesterday's peacful evening :)

Delicious :D

We played in a conference at lunch time to a group of romanian professors visiting Portugal and university invited us to have lunch with them it was all really good... this in the picture it was the desert :))) Btw old camera it was in the conference room :)

Beautiful :)

Morning coffee

Morning coffe with lot of condensed milk... In the bed :))))

This morning little smile :)

I just adore them... And my aunt remembered I love them and brought from England :)

Backstage colours and chills :))

Damn this was a good festival... Didn't feel like this for a long time... Excited to play but also nervous... And during the concert feeling chills all the time and feeling the audience totally enjoying our performance :)))))
Too bad we didn't won but second place was nice and also everyone was saying we should have won so... :D
Btw didn't found any cat and no one knows why there's a cat door... mistery :)

Colours...

I guess autumn was made to understand that we can breath in all colours. Then  they start shining from inside... So we are producing even more colours around the world. So let autumn comes in you and let's make world for a more colourful place :)